new me maybe!!

Assalamualaikum...hi peeps!!...eh ade lagi ke yg baca blog Cik Panda ni...

I dnt know why lately ni rasa mcm ad feel lain jek...dnt know why...then harini tetiba rasa nak delete post yang ntah apa2 kat dinding blog nih..dri entry yg beratus2 smpai tinggal yg berpuluh ja ni..ni pn mybe akan di musnahkan lagi nanti..

Actually, I grew up with this blog..kenal dunia blog ni time kat matrik kira umur 19 tahun ..tu pn sebab madam yg sruh create blog..actually  I ni jenis yang suka luahkan something x kira lah kat org ke kat blog ..zaman sekolah dulu ada diary ko..hahhaa..tp balik hritu dh bakar dh diary tu...mengarut ja apa yang aq bebelkan kat situ.

Umur 19 tahun start berblogging walaupun follower xramai kan..hehhe..zaman-zaman jiwa kacau, hati memberontak dan still keliru cari identiti sendiri..antara bloger yang aq suka follow Fatin Liyana, Maria Elena, Irine Nadia...see mereka2 ni suma dh kawen n bakal kawen kot...suma dah matang..(okep xda kaitan)..dulu-dulu n kdg2 smpai skrg amatlah mengarut isi kandungan blog aq nih...update ntah pape2...I'm so ashamed of my pevious self...and I know kita semua pernah merasai zaman2 kegelapan n mengarut dulu...bezanya aku conteng kenangan aq kat blog...bangga nk tunjuk kat semua orang..sedangkan bnda tu x mendatangkan manfaat pn *nangis..

Come on umur dh 22 kot...dah tua dah...I have decided to turn back and look for deen...dah macam2 org dh jumpa...amazing and bad people..they give me all sort lesson..and proudly aq syukur sesangat coz surrounded by positive friends. ...YES I feel calmer and couldn't be more grateful with what Allah has granted me..So, I have decide to slowly leave 'the old me'...yang childish, asyik nk merungut.but sometimes i break my promise (terlalu suka mengadu n merungut)..forgive me..>_<

Banyak entries aku dh delete..kenangan di UMS paling banyak..wlaupun rasa sayang, but I know Allah has better plan for me..Don't be afraid to change ..I may lose something good but I may gain something better..

Last but not least..dengan rasa rendah diri yang dah sememangnya rendah ni  ...aku nak memohon maaf atas sebarang kekasaran bahasa, kenakalan dan kejengkelan entry blog aq dulu2...I know I was so vain before..some memories yg ada tu aq rasa aq syg nk delete..entry pasal org yang rapat dengan aq..kwn2 yg aku sayang..so layan ja lah annoying habit aq dulu2 tu sikit2 ek...InshaAllah I'll improve myself slowly...

thanks kepada yang sentiasa ada disisi..:)

 ' Kerana kita hanya hamba kerdil yang sering terlupa dan berkali-kali melakukan dosa. Bangun, taubat dan mara kehadapan selagi punya masa ' - FL

...busy

hai..Assalamualaikum..rasanya mcm lama plak jari jemari ni x menaip kat dinding blog ni..hahhaa....Cik Panda busy lah..ni pn bru balik dari field kat Maliau Basin....siapa yang xtahu tempat tu sila gugle lah ek..

Setakat ni my MSc quite ok..hahhaa....still byk bnda x setel ...field pn bru dua kali..ada lgi dua lgi sampling and incase need add one more smpling trip to gain more accurate result...

Maliau Basin such an interesting place to explore..need a lot of stamina....bayangkan Cik Panda kena trekking almost 5 hours (9km) utk ke stu kem mang kat tgh2 hutan...nk muntah kot panajt bukit yang almost 90' tu..hahhaa..but skrg dh reduce 1 hour sampai ke Ginseng Camp...new achievement...hahhaha...

Actually Cik Panda nak share my memories there..tapi gmbr x plih lagi...so entry kali ni just intro jak lah..insyaAllah ada jodoh panjang umur, Cik Panda akan update siap gmbr n kekawan yg kenal kat sna lg ek....buat masa skrg ni jak yg mampu...lgipun Cik Panda x sempat sampai lagi Maliau Fall...mungkin last trip or Cik Panda akan pergi lg skli as a traveller..amek bus KK-Keningau n mnta staff pick up kat gate Maliau....

tapi satu ja nk pesan kalau korang mang cintakan nature mang sini lah tempatnya...subhanAllah cntik betol kat waterfall dia n Nepenthes Camp tu sejuk mcm di Ba' kalalan....so Cik Panda nak jugak sampai kat sana one day nti...bak kata si Ajim..alang2 sampai  biar sampai suma kem..hehhe...

dats al from me..wish me luck wif my research..:)

depan registration ..hehhe

hostel di studies centre..yang bawah Bambangan..yg ats Beluno

xoxo: Cik Panda

G-Day

 Assalamualaikum...wut wut peeps..finally dapt jugak hupdate blog Cik Panda ni...busy plus xde line internet uols...guess what...Cik Panda dh grad...Alumni rasmi Ums sudah and now tgh proceed my Master study...alhamdulillah syukur sesangat..dpt jugak habiskan degree in Conservation Biology...
so di kesempatan yang tersempat ni....saya Noor Shuhana dengan rasminya ingin mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih kepada individu seperti dibawah...hehhee:

Mak Ayah...harta dunia akhirat Cik Panda

yeapp...special thanks to my parents...u raise me up dengan penuh kasih sayang and always support me walaupun kdg2 keputusan tu cm buat mak n ayah rasa berat hati...but don't worry ur only daughter can u do it bha...muahhhh...thank u kali sejuta...hehee..(dis dgree for them)..sob sob..and to my brothers (Abg Sham, Abg Dee, Zam, Man and kakak2 ipar )...thank you..thank you..

My Best frend (10 tahun kenal nih)..sorang xdpt join

then special thanks to my 'buah hati' kawan dri zaman sekolah till now n we insyallah sampai bila2 keyh..u r my bestfrends n u hve been there for me every single time (Firdaus, Salahudin,Ery, Za, Fini, Memey, Sham, Fa, Pojie)...glad to hve them in my life...n special congrats to Za for ur G- day..:)

next to my 'abang n kakak di sini'....sapa lagi kalau bukan Nadiah n Salleh...hehhee....yeahhh...kita dh Grad...n korang dh keja....so silalah belanja adikmu ini...dan juga kepada  Bella, Cikgu Maulana, Tuan Amin n Ferrie kenari...best dpt kenal korang suma...jumpa lagi nnti,...yang kat Sabah tu mang selalu akan jumpa lah kan..hehe

big bro..wif Michelin (Evira)

coursemate, fyp mate, gosipmate..suma lah..hehhe

Cik Bella yang cun melecun ..maintain je
cntik awek ni

Next year ko plak ye Fer

Cikgu Zul

Amin tahniah juga..

                                  

                                 

and congrate to all my coursemate..glad to know them....so biar gmbar berbicara ..hehe...

rock it!!

wif first class dgree holder  Junia

wif Evonie

Izzat Azam

 

wefie

sebelum hntr jubah meh lah tngkap dua tga keping gmbr sekitar ums ni...kunun buat kenangan

dekat Fakulti

Tasik SST

okep...disebabkan line internet pn slow sudah...so udah2 lah kan...ni je mampu di kongsi...hehhe..special thanks to Hidayah sdi jmpa Cik Panda..hihi.first time jumpa kt UMS..

ok ..dh jom balik...dh seminggu dh konvo...dh xbrapa nk fresh dah....tq semua!!!..tgu lgi dua tahun kita hupgrade sikit G-Day kita ek...hahhaa...

xoxo: Cik Panda    

too busy to update

Assalamualaikum awok suma...fuhh..mcm dh lma sangat x update n membebel kat sini...busy kunun...counting days nk konvo uolss...so je singgah skejap sebab blogwalking td...

di kesempatan ini sempatlah update sesikit n delete mna post yang agak x matang n erghhhhh xperlu...almaklumlah dulu kan zaman x matang n maybe zaman budak...yeah i'm already big gurls now...n i should be more matured and must appreciate the important person surround me..sincerely last two day i met him..the guys that called me s***l..n u know what.. bukan nak jadi pedendam but i think i should just ignore him..so dengan yakinnya Cik Panda (nama baru)..hehhe x akan tegur dy...sound childish rite..but dats my principe..buat apa nk berkawan n berbaik dgn org yg dh mencarut kita beb...

n now i love being me...i have my family to encourage n love me...i have my frends..my truly frends, they always beside me when i need them...share my sadness and my happiness..sincerely i love them so much...n i hope they love me too..hehehhee....

okep dats my short 'bebelan' here....coming soon i'll promise uolss insyaallah, i will update about my convocation day...hihi

xoxo : Cik Panda wif love..:)